Gratitude to Sree Maa for giving me the opportunity to ponder this very good question: How has your white privilege benefited you in your life?
Pranaam Sree Maa 🙏🙏🙏
Atyant Abhaar Aapka Sree Maa Shri Ji for the opportunity to share about Asian with white arse mentality Asian term I learn in Oz..
- Asian termed called: Banana
Banana - Yellow in the outside but white from the inside. To add a bit more about Banana...when the skin is yellow it is tough enough and protector of the white softness that is in the inside but once the Whiteness is exposed it rots very easily. Even though there has been huge whitewashing and the blatant denial of the history that the Philippines was/is part of Ancient Bharat. To bury the truth... is not really matter anymore as the much brainwashing had been ongoing for many generations and fake narrative history are being taught in school... and everything is erased and forgotten.
But I'm surprised at how ignorant i am of my history... Maybe there is still a tiny blood of my ancestors still in me that is reaching out & that i am able to be feelers or identifier what is the true part of history. Furthermore how surprised i am that many Filipino consider the Philippines as a country that did not exist before the Colonisation of Spaniards and Catholics.
It may be due to many generations of brainwashing that was taught in the school, where the conqueror and perpetrator elevated as a hero to the eradication of the local of their identity and their histories. The term Trauma Bonding kind of comes to mind when victims feel the bond and connections with their abuser...
It feels true somehow when questioned arises and how many Filipino would defend Spaniard and Catholics at how they treated Filipino... and how they will elevate the Spanish Conqueror as the greatest thing that happened in the Philippines. - Superior of White Castela and the inferior Darker Filipino. Thus having this kind of mindset makes it hard to expand the horizon, when looking at the alternative that Sanatan Dharma was part of Filipino and Filipino once part of Bharat (India). There is also a racist contagion that Filipinos find being part of Indian as inferior.
Had to admit this to myself when i look down deep within myself... it's there... it has to be part of the blood... as it's natural instincts of Filipinos whenever i mentioned India the ruckus they make and they see themselves as superior over them.
What is worse is that Filipinos don't mind being subservient to the White Americans but never want to see other Asians as their counterparts and only see Asians especially Indian origins as below them... Atyant Abhaar Aapka Sree Maa 🙏🙏🙏
Before AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON i was someone who was drowning in my own never ending chattering mind, ego has me in its grasp had been smothering me mercilessly. Always worried about work, families, friends successful and at the same time trying to find mySelf in a stressful chaotic materialistic egoistic manic world.
That by 10 years old have experience numerous flood, cyclones, volcano and so on that it feels like many life time experience. Have remember when as a 3-4 years old being a skin bones for being in poverty, have light up a match and burn a flower of a grass and asking my sister, who is 1 year older than me, what it taste like, as we were hungry as there was nothing else to eat. Saw the world of dog eat dog for what it is, morality are discarded and where survival are the main drive, survival of the fittest - thrive or perish.
Mum had to work far and away from the family as she become the bread winner after all the breadwinner my father and grandfather died within a year of each other.
The game of life and ego drama does not stop weather you are living in Eastern or Western or religious or non-religious life.
Even after escaping poverty and moving to Australia it was still the same never ending drama.
Become a bartender, where I was introduce to the Bartending’s life where endless drinking, partying, smoking and taking illegal substance is the norm to fit in to socialize and be part of the group. Being a a shy and naïve young man working in a very busy centralise complex, th e lime light can easily get you hook. Have become a chain smoker, where i could easily smoke a packet a day and more when i go out and party. When partying it could go on for days. At very early 20’s years old doctor said the needle pain in your toes it’s because of excessive drinking of alcohol, a sign of being an alcoholic. Tried many times to stop drinking and smoking but with so many parties, peer pressure and friends who just gets you back to the bad habits again it was never ending cycles.
Within a short time i was able to stop drinking, partying, smoking and was able to identify all the negative aspect of myself and able to drop those off including all the friends who has been bring me down.
Had a massive trans-formative effect on myself.
Found easily become vegetarian, no consumption of fish, eggs and quit drinking coffee (two cups every day) despite working in a café environment.
But the most amazing part is a true connection to Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse 24/7. Tangible evidence within me as am able to Transform and let go of all that is not me and take me instantly to my highest potential. Have never felt my multidimensional Self like it before. You felt nurture, love and one the first thing in the morning and the last thing I could remember when going to sleep.
There is only Sree Maa Shri Ji – the living embodiment of the ABSOLUTE who could empower me to take care of my own little self (ego) and where my little self would be ready, willing to pave way for my Akarmi (non-doer) to lead my chariot in Bhakti (devotion), an opportunity of millions of lifetime opportunity to embody my highest Potential. Experiencing the supersonic short cut to pathless path in Akarmi to beyond – beyond, from Neutrality to Totality.
Provider of my Atma and my spiritual teacher of the journey of the Pathless path.
Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Absolute Teaching which lifts the veil of illusion from your eyes and breaks down all the barrier that holds us in bondage in many eons of a lifetime, totally mind-blowing light-heartedly effortlessly explain and break down by Sree Maa Shri Ji to easily understandable digestible and truly effortlessly enlightening for everyone. With the support from other Facilitators in Training who have wholeheartedly devoted their Heart, Soul and Passion to come as One in this journey to Ultimate Liberation through the One and Only ONE.
There is only Sree Maa Shri Ji – the living embodiment of the ABSOLUTE who could empower me to take care of my own little self (ego) and where my little self would be ready, willing to pave way for my Akarmi (non-doer) to lead my chariot in Bhakti (devotion), an opportunity of millions of lifetime opportunity to embody my highest Potential. Experiencing the supersonic short cut to pathless path in Akarmi to beyond – beyond, from Neutrality to Totality.
Provider of my Atma and my spiritual teacher of the journey of the Pathless path.
Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Absolute Teaching which lifts the veil of illusion from your eyes and breaks down all the barrier that holds us in bondage in many eons of a lifetime, totally mind-blowing light-heartedly effortlessly explain and break down by Sree Maa Shri Ji to easily understandable digestible and truly effortlessly enlightening for everyone. With the support from other Facilitators in Training who have wholeheartedly devoted their Heart, Soul and Passion to come as One in this journey to Ultimate Liberation through the One and Only ONE.
I have always felt that there is more to life than what it is and that my life can be meaningful with a purpose than for what it is now. I have always felt and believe that there ought to be more than the life that I live for and that there is Living Diving that is far greater than I am in this materialistic world, in a world where it's becoming more and more chaotic every day. To live in this modern time as a normal person with so much ego in an egoistic materialistic world with every other ego’s maniac person in this world. How am i going to find the One and Only ONE the Absolute and be connected?
I have never felt connected nor felt the tangible presence of the Supreme Absolute, even after going to martial art 4 to 5 days a week dedicating myself in mastering calligraphy Yoga, Qi gong and meditation.
Everything is unfamiliar with me and exploring and experience the self. With my dedication I have started to feel slight energies, and able to meditate even though I dislike it I persisted. I have put so much effort with very little results, and still I do not feel any connection to Absolute. Felt my martial art teacher was not the best example to lead me beyond the egoistic world. As already doing a full-time job and training 3 to 5 days a week, and that if i want to improve suggested by my martial teacher that I should go to University learn Chinese and Chinese Medicine then he can teach me acupuncture which will cause thousands of dollars every step. Even if i have the financial support I would not have enough time.
I have realized even if I was a monk in a temple and able to dedicate my whole life in martial arts, Yoga, Qi Gong, meditation, learn Chinese and Chinese Medicine and acupuncture it would not be enough in this lifetime to master it and take me beyond it. Also I felt that what I am learning is just feeding my ego by strengthening the I and empowering it. At the same time, i do not feel there was a Divine connection. It was all about strengthening the body, be faster, stronger, reflexive action of the body and conditioning the mind with the body as the instinct of a warrior.
Even mastering it and having the instinct of the warrior we were told to not use it only for defense, also what you have trained you to become a weapon and could hurt someone badly.
Then realising what is the point of it you can’t practically use it in day to day life nor it gives me spiritual growth. No matter how good or great I became in Martial Art, Qi-Gong, Acupuncture or how strong or how fast I became once the body and mind it will perish in time and in my time of demise it will not help me with my Soul Liberation.
That was it, all that hard work will be for nothing because it does not have any benefit to my own spiritual growth nor for my Soul Liberation. It is nothing but trapping and entangling me more to the 3D and 4D Matrix. That is not what I am looking for.
I have been praying and wishing to feel connected with the Absolute and my prayer was heard by Sree Maa Shri Ji who was exhibiting in the Mind Body Spirit Festival (MBS) as Kosmic Fusion stand.
I have been very fortunate that i have found Kosmic Fusion when i did at the Mind Body Spirit Festival in late 2012, it was the last day and last hours i just finished work. Walking around praying that I will be guided to find what I was looking for, I was able to visit two stands and one of them is Kosmic Fusion. They were very busy and preoccupied with people experiencing Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.
I was standing outside of the stand watching and reading the posters as I gazed through one of the volunteers and wondered what are they doing? What is it about?
The volunteer is (Kalyan Mitra) Ekta, somehow or another she turned around as if someone had tap her on the shoulder and looked me directly straight in the eyes. I was so shocked, in my head I asked myself did she just heard me! There was such a divine meaningful and knowledge look she gave. Ekta turns back at what she was doing, standing next to Ekta Mrs N and one sitting down next to Mrs N is (Kalyan Mitra) Simran. I was very fascinated, so I continue to observe, I saw Ekta whispered to Mrs N and both looked me in the eyes as they turn around. I was dumbfounded did not know what to do. OMG!, did they know I am there and what am looking for, did they heard me?, something amazing is happening but could not comprehend it thus I left and walked away as it never happened before.
After contemplating at what happened, I wanted to know more so I went back but different volunteers were there, Ekta, Mrs N and Simran were gone.
The new volunteer standing outside the stand handed me broacher and tried to talk to me but was not able to understand anything nor did I have the opportunity to experience the Supreme Grace of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse before going home as the volunteer was busy and Mind Body Spirit Festival was about to close.
I did not understand the broacher nor could I comprehend it, when I reread it at home and still could not comprehend the Greatness, magnitude and the Phenomenon of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, and decided if any of it was true will go all the way to find out.
Totally blows my mind that I have been dedicating myself 4 to5 days in Martial, Qi-Gong, Yoga and Meditation thus I understand the effort and the hard work it requires, yet with AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop all that I am praying for has been answered.
Amazing how AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop is readily shared by Sree Maa Shri Ji through their unconditional Love - Supreme Grace which is the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse - instantaneously shared to whomever ready to step up and heard calling to do the AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop. The initiation and activation in the workshop would have taken many millions of lifetime to achieve, made it effortlessly so easy for me and for all of us to receive the most precious initiation. The Process of letting go of all the obsolete patterns, programs, vows and contracts from this lifetime and previous lifetime that is holding as down and Truly Freeing Us from all the drama and to finding our True Self to embodying it. Truly Supersonic short!!!
Within a short time after AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON i was able to stop drinking, partying, smoking, taking drugs and was able to let go at ease all the addictions, dependency and negative aspect of myself. I was able to see the influence of friends who do not have the best interest in me but only bring me down. But the most amazing part is the true connection to Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse 24/7. Tangible evidence within me as am able to Transform and let go of all that is not me and take me instantly to my highest potential. I have never felt my multidimensional Self like it before, was able to feel the Pulse, Wave and the Vortex from within me and my energy bodies for the very first time. The constant nurturing, love and connection with Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was amazing. Finding Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse emitting 24/ 7 was amazing and having to feel blessed, nurtured, connected, loved all at the same time, and be one with the Absolute on every first conscious moment when I wake up and the final conscious moment when I fall asleep… WOW.
Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhari Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji - the embodiment of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse for hearing my prayers and granting me my wish and finding me when Sree Maa Shri Ji did. There is no sufficient words that could express my eternal Gratitude to my Absolute – Sree Maa Shri Ji. Forever laying in Sapoorna Samarpan at the Lotus Feet of Sree Maa Shri Ji.
Kosmic Fusion - Mind Body Spirit Sydney May 2013 Performance Stage
Experience the 22nd Century Multi-Dimensional Healing and demonstration of the Power of Shunya Bindu
I have always felt that there is more to life than what it is and that my life can be meaningful with a purpose than for what it is now. I have always felt and believe that there ought to be more than the life that I live for and that there is Living Diving that is far greater than I am in this materialistic world, in a world where it's becoming more and more chaotic every day. To live in this modern time as a normal person with so much ego in an egoistic materialistic world with every other ego’s maniac person in this world. How am i going to find the One and Only ONE the Absolute and be connected?
I have never felt connected nor felt the tangible presence of the Supreme Absolute, even after going to martial art 4 to 5 days a week dedicating myself in mastering calligraphy Yoga, Qi gong and meditation.
Everything is unfamiliar with me and exploring and experience the self. With my dedication I have started to feel slight energies, and able to meditate even though I dislike it I persisted. I have put so much effort with very little results, and still I do not feel any connection to Absolute. Felt my martial art teacher was not the best example to lead me beyond the egoistic world. As already doing a full-time job and training 3 to 5 days a week, and that if i want to improve suggested by my martial teacher that I should go to University learn Chinese and Chinese Medicine then he can teach me acupuncture which will cause thousands of dollars every step. Even if i have the financial support I would not have enough time.
I have realized even if I was a monk in a temple and able to dedicate my whole life in martial arts, Yoga, Qi Gong, meditation, learn Chinese and Chinese Medicine and acupuncture it would not be enough in this lifetime to master it and take me beyond it. Also I felt that what I am learning is just feeding my ego by strengthening the I and empowering it. At the same time, i do not feel there was a Divine connection. It was all about strengthening the body, be faster, stronger, reflexive action of the body and conditioning the mind with the body as the instinct of a warrior.
Even mastering it and having the instinct of the warrior we were told to not use it only for defense, also what you have trained you to become a weapon and could hurt someone badly.
Then realising what is the point of it you can’t practically use it in day to day life nor it gives me spiritual growth. No matter how good or great I became in Martial Art, Qi-Gong, Acupuncture or how strong or how fast I became once the body and mind it will perish in time and in my time of demise it will not help me with my Soul Liberation.
That was it, all that hard work will be for nothing because it does not have any benefit to my own spiritual growth nor for my Soul Liberation. It is nothing but trapping and entangling me more to the 3D and 4D Matrix. That is not what I am looking for.
I have been praying and wishing to feel connected with the Absolute and my prayer was heard by Sree Maa Shri Ji who was exhibiting in the Mind Body Spirit Festival (MBS) as Kosmic Fusion stand.
I have been very fortunate that i have found Kosmic Fusion when i did at the Mind Body Spirit Festival in late 2012, it was the last day and last hours i just finished work. Walking around praying that I will be guided to find what I was looking for, I was able to visit two stands and one of them is Kosmic Fusion. They were very busy and preoccupied with people experiencing Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.
I was standing outside of the stand watching and reading the posters as I gazed through one of the volunteers and wondered what are they doing? What is it about?
The volunteer is (Kalyan Mitra) Ekta, somehow or another she turned around as if someone had tap her on the shoulder and looked me directly straight in the eyes. I was so shocked, in my head I asked myself did she just heard me! There was such a divine meaningful and knowledge look she gave. Ekta turns back at what she was doing, standing next to Ekta Mrs N and one sitting down next to Mrs N is (Kalyan Mitra) Simran. I was very fascinated, so I continue to observe, I saw Ekta whispered to Mrs N and both looked me in the eyes as they turn around. I was dumbfounded did not know what to do. OMG!, did they know I am there and what am looking for, did they heard me?, something amazing is happening but could not comprehend it thus I left and walked away as it never happened before.
After contemplating at what happened, I wanted to know more so I went back but different volunteers were there, Ekta, Mrs N and Simran were gone.
The new volunteer standing outside the stand handed me broacher and tried to talk to me but was not able to understand anything nor did I have the opportunity to experience the Supreme Grace of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse before going home as the volunteer was busy and Mind Body Spirit Festival was about to close.
I did not understand the broacher nor could I comprehend it, when I reread it at home and still could not comprehend the Greatness, magnitude and the Phenomenon of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, and decided if any of it was true will go all the way to find out.
Totally blows my mind that I have been dedicating myself 4 to5 days in Martial, Qi-Gong, Yoga and Meditation thus I understand the effort and the hard work it requires, yet with AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop all that I am praying for has been answered.
Amazing how AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop is readily shared by Sree Maa Shri Ji through their unconditional Love - Supreme Grace which is the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse - instantaneously shared to whomever ready to step up and heard calling to do the AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON workshop. The initiation and activation in the workshop would have taken many millions of lifetime to achieve, made it effortlessly so easy for me and for all of us to receive the most precious initiation. The Process of letting go of all the obsolete patterns, programs, vows and contracts from this lifetime and previous lifetime that is holding as down and Truly Freeing Us from all the drama and to finding our True Self to embodying it. Truly Supersonic short!!!
Within a short time after AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON i was able to stop drinking, partying, smoking, taking drugs and was able to let go at ease all the addictions, dependency and negative aspect of myself. I was able to see the influence of friends who do not have the best interest in me but only bring me down. But the most amazing part is the true connection to Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse 24/7. Tangible evidence within me as am able to Transform and let go of all that is not me and take me instantly to my highest potential. I have never felt my multidimensional Self like it before, was able to feel the Pulse, Wave and the Vortex from within me and my energy bodies for the very first time. The constant nurturing, love and connection with Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was amazing. Finding Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse emitting 24/ 7 was amazing and having to feel blessed, nurtured, connected, loved all at the same time, and be one with the Absolute on every first conscious moment when I wake up and the final conscious moment when I fall asleep… WOW.
Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhari Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji - the embodiment of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse for hearing my prayers and granting me my wish and finding me when Sree Maa Shri Ji did. There is no sufficient words that could express my eternal Gratitude to my Absolute – Sree Maa Shri Ji. Forever laying in Sapoorna Samarpan at the Lotus Feet of Sree Maa Shri Ji.
Kosmic Fusion - Mind Body Spirit Sydney May 2013 Performance Stage
Experience the 22nd Century Multi-Dimensional Healing and demonstration of the Power of Shunya Bindu
Kosmic Fusion - The Million Life Time Opportunity - Facilitator in Training
Very fortunate to have the opportunity to be in Facilitator in Training Programs (FiT), as there is no one else but the One and only ONE Sree Maa Shri Ji‘s Supreme Grace, being the provider & nurturer of my whole Being-ness and directly teacher of the Absolute Truth of the Kosmos.
My journey has been amazing since December 2012 AwaKeNiN & TrANsForMaTioN workshop and that I am able to receive the signature of ABSOLUTE – the Mother of all energies, frequencies and vibrations – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) – 24/7 and IT’s by product is healing.
There is no sufficient words that could express my eternally Gratitude to Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Supreme Grace and for all the blessing, unconditional love and support that has been bestowed upon me. Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhari Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji for introducing and giving me the opportunity to embody Great Hanumanji Ekantic Bhakti to be able to walk my journey to Akarmi Self into my highest potential SELF. Deepest gratitude to Hanumanji’s Strengths, Devotion and Love it made it amazing and easier to walk the pathless path having to embody fully who truly am, and the journey to be at sharnagati is here and now, to be at Sree Maa Shri Ji lotus feet.
Kosmic Fusion - The Million Life Time Opportunity - Facilitator in Training
Very fortunate to have the opportunity to be in Facilitator in Training Programs (FiT), as there is no one else but the One and only ONE Sree Maa Shri Ji‘s Supreme Grace, being the provider & nurturer of my whole Being-ness and directly teacher of the Absolute Truth of the Kosmos.
My journey has been amazing since December 2012 AwaKeNiN & TrANsForMaTioN workshop and that I am able to receive the signature of ABSOLUTE – the Mother of all energies, frequencies and vibrations – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP) – 24/7 and IT’s by product is healing.
There is no sufficient words that could express my eternally Gratitude to Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Supreme Grace and for all the blessing, unconditional love and support that has been bestowed upon me. Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhari Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji for introducing and giving me the opportunity to embody Great Hanumanji Ekantic Bhakti to be able to walk my journey to Akarmi Self into my highest potential SELF. Deepest gratitude to Hanumanji’s Strengths, Devotion and Love it made it amazing and easier to walk the pathless path having to embody fully who truly am, and the journey to be at sharnagati is here and now, to be at Sree Maa Shri Ji lotus feet.
