Banana: Yellow in the outside but white from the inside

Gratitude to Sree Maa for giving me the opportunity to ponder this very good question: How has your white privilege benefited you in your life?

Pranaam Sree Maa 🙏🙏🙏

Atyant Abhaar Aapka Sree Maa Shri Ji for the opportunity to share about Asian with white arse mentality Asian term I learn in Oz..

- Asian termed called: Banana

Banana - Yellow in the outside but white from the inside.
To add a bit more about Banana...when the skin is yellow it is tough enough and protector of the white softness that is in the inside but once the Whiteness is exposed it rots very easily.
Even though there has been huge whitewashing and the blatant denial of the history that the Philippines was/is part of Ancient Bharat. To bury the truth... is not really matter anymore as the much brainwashing had been ongoing for many generations and fake narrative history are being taught in school... and everything is erased and forgotten. 

But I'm surprised at how ignorant i am of my history... Maybe there is still a tiny blood of my ancestors still in me that is reaching out & that i am able to be feelers or identifier what is the true part of history.
Furthermore how surprised i am that many Filipino consider the Philippines as a country that did not exist before the Colonisation of Spaniards and Catholics.

It may be due to many generations of brainwashing that was taught in the school, where the conqueror and perpetrator elevated as a hero to the eradication of the local of their identity and their histories.
The term Trauma Bonding kind of comes to mind when victims feel the bond and connections with their abuser...

It feels true somehow when questioned arises and how many Filipino would defend Spaniard and Catholics at how they treated Filipino... and how they will elevate the Spanish Conqueror as the greatest thing that happened in the Philippines. - Superior of White Castela and the inferior Darker Filipino.
Thus having this kind of mindset makes it hard to expand the horizon, when looking at the alternative that Sanatan Dharma was part of Filipino and Filipino once part of Bharat (India). There is also a racist contagion that Filipinos find being part of Indian as inferior. 

Had to admit this to myself when i look down deep within myself... it's there... it has to be part of the blood... as it's natural instincts of Filipinos whenever i mentioned India the ruckus they make and they see themselves as superior over them.

What is worse is that Filipinos don't mind being subservient to the White Americans but never want to see other Asians as their counterparts and only see Asians especially Indian origins as below them...
Atyant Abhaar Aapka Sree Maa 🙏🙏🙏

 

Duff Stuff: Sexual relations with outsiders? 

2. Did you warn members not to have sexual relations with outsiders because they might bring the wrong energy?

 

Have never shared this personal information about sexual relations to anyone or with Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion and FIT. Due to my upbringing, I have kept my sexual orientation and preference private as it’s a sensitive private matter that I believe it's my own business.

 

What is with The implying, condescending, demeaning selective field questioning. I am totally shocked at the questions!

 

To be clear the answer is no, I have never been warned or given instruction about my sexual relations by Sree Maa Shri Ji.

 

All I received is Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Supreme Grace - Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse 24 by 7, Absolute Truth teaching to nurture the Atma and to awakening me to my Self-realization. The reason why I am here and join the FIT as I consider it many lifetime opportunities to walk the pathless path of embodying Brahmaroop in which I would not miss for the world.

 

The only one who was very insistent about knowing my sexual relations and how many sexual relations I had was Irene. Even after my rejection of her sexual advance, she would like to pry to my private matters asking me questions how can I manage being Celibate and wanted to know why?

This overbearing snake won’t give up and do not get the hint, that I am not interested in woman. Even after telling her that I am Celibate. But she would trap me in different ways, she manages to trick and forcing me to agree to be her soul company in which Irene has this grand vision and though that we have soul connection. And that her Grand vision of her and I being a Twin Flame, in truth we are not and had been confirmed with my Soul Mapping and her Soul Mapping there is no connection. But her obsession with me won’t abated but continue to get worse.

 

I have chosen to be celibate but kept it to myself and wanting to keep it to myself, but only told Irene to deter her from continuing her pursuit of me. Not to be outdone and since she knows I have not vocalize that I am celibate she used the Celibate as a side stab at me also to diminish me in choosing to be celibate. To make herself look good and to keep the guise how good she is. I recall her asking the question to Sree Maa Shri Ji, about her wanting to be Celibate with her husband. Sree Maa Shri Ji very kindly answer very clearly said it is your choice. Irene even tried to gauge me about the subject of her being a celibate to make sure that I have the understanding the difficulties and the sacrifice she is doing, telling me her sob story about her husband don’t understand, yada yada, la la la. Irene was giving and making it look it was a choice she made when in truth it was due to an ulterior motive on her own part so that she looks good and for everyone to look up to her, at the same time to outdo and diminished my choosing to be celibate. I am not sure what kind of bad impression she implies on Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion to her husband, but I am sure it is not in a good light.

 

 

Another thing am very offended with this question as it implies that FIT is some kind of sex club or exclusive personal member which caters sexual relations within the FIT and only in the FIT. Is that what are you getting at? This question also leaves sexual connotations on the FIT when there is only 1 male and the rest are females.

 

It did come to light that Dallia at the time when she was organising and leading the Kosmic Fusion - Cosmic Meetup meditation gathering that she was using this opportunity to pick up men for her own sexual relations. This is how far Dallia and Irene has been polluting the sacredness of Kosmic Fusion and the maligning of Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion and FIT.

Duff Stuff: My response to about being struck, pulled hair and spat

Duff Stuff: My response to about being struck, pulled hair and spat

1.Former volunteers have described being struck, spat on or had their hair pulled during "reflection" sessions? 

 

No, it never happens and would never happen, I would not stand for violent and specially Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion and FIT, it’s vehemently not possible ever. It’s extremely ridiculous and most offensive to me as i had never once been struck, spat on or had my hair pulled by anyone at any stage of training, in workshop, in FIT Programme with Sree Maa Shri Ji.

 

Since i did my AwAkenin TrAnSfOMatiON and Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse Practitioner in December 2012 and started volunteering in Jan 2013 what i witnessed of Sree Maa Shri Ji is pure Compassion as have only felt and witnessed the tangible shower of unconditionally love of SreeMaaShriJi Supreme Grace towards everyone, have never met anyone more compassionate, forgiving, accepting, loving and kind that make you feel at ease and welcome as a family within Kosmic Fusion. SreeMaaShriJi only displayed utmost Integrity and only best wishes to everyone even to those who has bad intention.

 

At the beginning as a volunteer we were to only put our hands-on shoulders on the stands to the participants and touching the recipients chakra for Multi-dimensional holographic healing session with Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.

 

Touching the recipients chakra no longer needed in 2016 as part of the FIT training is to step back and that the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is Omniscience and Omnipresent, IT will do what it needs be done. Main purpose of it is to step back and to keep the ego in check and by doing so we will not create any healers karma by being a sharer.

 

If you really want to know who has been doing hitting and pulling hairs its only Dallia and Irene who is a Malignant and Covert Narcissist. Have witness few of the manhandling of Irene bullying Tara in the India Pilgrimage, one occasion when Irene aggressively grabbing Tara’s hand telling Tara off at how to properly record the discourse of Sree Maa Shri Ji while we were walking. and another time shoving Tara to get to the front to record Sree Maa Shri Ji, another time pushing Tara out of the way while Irene try to run ahead to attend to Sree Maa Shri Ji and this both occasion Tara did come to me ask if I saw what Irene did to her. Have also seen Irene shoved and pushed through over other FITs to be the first to attend to Sree Maa Shri Ji or when Irene wanted to be next to Sree Maa Shri Ji or wanting to be in the front of the line whenever we visit Swaminarayan Bhagwan Temple. Have also witness Dallia bullying Tara in the India Pilgrimage though it was not physically, but she was trying to dominate Tara.

  

I witness many of this occasion only because I was told by Irene to stay in the back at all times being the male to keep an eye on everyone ahead and whenever I would walk ahead of Irene I get a mouthful from her making sure to put me in my place which is at the back. Irene would also demand that I carry her luggage like a personal helper. Irene and Dallia orchestrate a drama that made me a flying monkey and end up fighting with another FIT. Both of them had sabotage me, gaslighted me, made multiple triangulation with me and with other FITs.

 

Irene always had unhealthy obsession towards me and the only time that i have been touched inappropriately was from Irene’s sexual advancement towards me, it was unwanted, and I rejected it vehemently several times, further emotional, mental anguish when she then turned this unwanted relationship into a spiritual one, even though Irene having a physical husband and son.

 

Irene and Dallia’s manipulation had came to light in the Reunion and one of them is Dallia abusing and bullying Jeeya and Nandini, and that Dallia had been violently and slap Nandini several times and tried to pull Nandini’s kanthi off her neck, but all this abuse always happen whenever Sree Maa Shri Ji is not around.

 

The Reunion was all initiated and driven by FIT, we had the questionnaires drafted by all of us together so that we can come to light at what we were doing, the direction we are going and to know what we are doing wrong.

No, we have never been asked to do any reflections, it was our own initiative to fill out the questionnaires in honest, authentic and integrity in which Irene hated as she knows she was going to get exposed. Therefore, she viciously bullying me non-stop at the reunion, continually putting me in front of a train to be run over and be under the spot light at all time in the group setting specially with the Sydney FIT. Irene is like a big boss thug, like a ring master telling people off, she would berate me in front of everyone when I was setting up my laptop, even though I told her three times to calm down it’s not my fault but continue to push me make me react and raised my voice in front of the others FITs to make me look in a bad light. Whenever I raised an issue or give her a look to say what are you doing she would play innocent and would raise her concern with Niranjana “why is he talking to me like this” or “did you see the way he look at me” , I was so crushed I just kept quiet and cop it - totally putting me in the bad light in front of the core Team and the rest of the FIT. Irene has been like a python wrapped around me and crushing my self-confidence at every turn. The one who is continuing spitting and spewing venom at Sree Maa Shri Ji, Kosmic Fusion and the FITs are these snakes.

 

At the Reunion I witnessed how Nandini and Jeeya has been mistreated and abused, Irene would hog the kitchen as if it’s her right only to cook food for herself and share it with me but would get angry with me when I share it with Nandini or Jeeya and told me to not share it with any of them. Even though Nandini had been cooking for the FITs in the Reunion she would not share food with Nandini and Jeeya. I felt really sorry for Nandini and Jeeya as every morning and night they would clean the kitchen, sweep the kitchen & dining floors and the leaves in the yard & pool, while Irene overseeing. I wanted to help out in cleaning, but Irene stopped me, as if to say this is what they were supposed to be doing. FIT had come from different country and respected what we are there for the Reunion, but whenever FITs were filling out the questionnaires Irene was never there, maybe bossing everyone around exhausted her big time needed to chills out and take nap time.

 

Irene bully me and bosses me around whenever she is cooking (like every day), I became Irene’s dish washing and cleaning after her, being her runner to get what ever she wanted, get crafts for her projects – beads (which I have bought with my own cash and brought from Australia but was not enough and wanted more), she made me clean and paint cushions, clean around the Ashram, clean windows, make international phone call in her behalf, made me organise her flights, shuttle pickup and all in my own expenses. Thus, I organise her flight with LATAM and my ticket she wanted the VIP sit in LATAM as she wanted the business class, thus organised and requested for upgrade for Irene’s flight, at their own discretion it was not approved. On the way back to Sydney in the shuttle bus going to Auckland airport Irene was so angry with me and very mad started screaming at me when I was offering food that was cooked by Jeeya in a kind gesture for our breakfast as we were leaving for Sydney. After arriving in the airport, she decides to go back to the Ashram, telling me off that it’s my fault for not getting the Business class, what is the point now going home, even though she still have the ticket to go back to Sydney which was already been paid, apparently it’s was not for her and left to go back to the Ashram. Irene had sabotage me, gaslighted me, made multiple triangulation with me and FIT, making me as a Flying Monkey in many occasions in the Reunion.

Derogatory questions by National Correspondent of Stuff

Dear Readers,

On July 19th 2018, Shri Ji forwarded an email to FiTS with the most derogatory and ridiculous questions sent by a journalist at the behest of Tzu Ling Kuo/Joy Kuo/Irene and Iphigenie Amoutzias/Dallia/Meera, the two malignant and covert narcissists who Kosmic Fusion and all FiTs have disassociated from (https://www.kosmicfusion.com/important-public-notice-dissociation-of-irene-ling-joy-kuo-and-dallia-iphigenie-amoutzias/).
Am attaching the email for you to read _/\_

Sree Maa Shri Ji's Absolute Truth Nectar, Samudra Manthan

Pranaam Sree Maa

My reply to Sree Maa Shri Ji -please read Sree Maa's post at
https://www.facebook.com/SreeMaaDhyanUrvi/posts/10155833196855872?

Again I have not grasps Sree Maa’s every words, I have missed a lot of Absolute Truth and by not being assertive and searching what is Rahu and Ketu so that I can start connecting the dots. To reply to this post of Sree Maa I feel I am so slow, but that light bulb in my head turns on truly lighting up the darkness the ignorant within me. It again dawns on me how Sree Maa is so tune in with the world and so advance in what is the Psyche of mankind – to distinguish of genuine seeker compare to the Narcissist and to put it in a simple digestible post, I’m in total awe. This is the nectar of the Absolute Truth that enlightens me at my own leveling pace.

Sree Maa, will also be putting all my efforts at eradicating the virus within and the remainder toxicity and make full use of this time _/\_

Have been a volunteer for Kosmic Fusion in festivals and events for several years and seeing what I experience with Joy/Irene/Sherry/Tzu Ling Kuo and Iphigenie Amoutzias/Malana Taresi, I could spot many of traits of Narcissist within the spiritual circle and spiritual communities. And what I have witnessed, it is quite surprising the amount of plagiarising, self-Grandeur, self-Delusion that goes around. For instants when I first volunteered for Kosmic Fusion – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was so unique that everyone started to copy the name and ride on it. There were many started to add “Quantum” “Quantum Vortex”, “Multidimensional Healing” and even copying actual snippet that is not even related to the modality they are even doing. The narcissist like Joy/Irene/Sherry/Tzu Ling Kuo and Iphigenie Amoutzias are the ones who are making it commercialize, making it a cut-throat industry.

I have also witnessed how jealous the so-called spiritualist can get, the so-called veteran or workshop junky all wanting to get the extra edge off everybody and thus to create their own slice of the pie by create a new modality that is a combination of many modality and name it whatever they want as if they are able to create a New weave of energy (like a scientist mixing up chemical to create a new compound). Worse of all there are others out there who would go to stands, workshops, and events to scouts, Narcissist would feel for the energy and would try to siphon (steal it) the energy and try to replicate it. The entitlement Narcissist has, the used and abused of the “SOURCE” that it’s available to everyone in their head it’s mine then I can take it and create New weave of energy and charge everyone because it is the Narcissist greatness. The entitlement to used and abused. The height of the ego that they want to control the “SOURCE” and command IT and tell it what to do. 

I’m dumbfounded how much blatantly they would do it and would actually tell me this while they experience Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse in Kosmic Fusion stand.

It gets worse, there are others Narcissistic Spiritualist would be very jealous of other success. For instant while volunteering in Kosmic Fusion stand I would at times feel the energetic attack, the densities and ropes to bind Kosmic Fusion Stand. Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is always there showering each of the volunteers with Supreme Grace, never once was I ever been affected by anyone sending out their negative energy towards me.

There would be “Lightworkers” who is actually more in touch with their dark self – dark sorcerer who would challenge and try to dominate by casting spell to either bind the flow of the people or would divert the people attention from Kosmic Fusion stand there are those with darker agenda would send dark beings, chaos, and mayhem at Kosmic Fusion stand but due to Sree Maa Supreme Grace it affect anyone in the stand or the volunteers whatever was sent it deflected back in many folds to those who sent it. The blatant one would target the volunteers of Kosmic Fusion and would cast spells, would stare, intimidate and even put black magic on you by a mere touch or dust particle spells on the floor or around outside Kosmic Fusion stand.

I also started to notice the Shamanic has been a new trend in the last few years, it’s the new tools to add in their spiritual armament, while others are looking into new spiritual high illegal or immoral it does not matter as long as they have the edge. 

One time I had to confront a Spiritualist Narcissist, their stand was opposite Kosmic Fusion stand, he was sending out dirty energy thru witchcraft via sex organ/magic (it was very obvious I do not need to know the craft to know what he was doing and his partner was supporting him). He has targeting each and every volunteer who was with me at the time and all came up freak out felt heavy and felt the densities and all pointed at him. Thus I stand to face him, he was wearing his smug face he knows he had to freak the few who were with me at the time. He was very confident he can break me. I was not phased as I have the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse backing me.  I could feel how energise, blissful and overflowing with Supreme Grace and I was there to volunteer for Kosmic Fusion and the Narcissist matters not. This Spiritual Narcissist was so blatant was not even hiding it and did his craft and black magic towards me. He sends out a few to test me, but I was not phased nor affected as I have Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse backing me. But he kept going I just got so angry at the mere arrogance, something got over me that none of us should be pushed or overpowered and I should not be manipulated and challenged by this egomaniac crafter. Why smile when I know he and his accomplice were sending out dirty black magic, I could feel it, the tentacle, the hooks he sends. My blood was boiling how dare he could attack the Pureness and Sacredness of Kosmic Fusion and its volunteers while smiling, laughing staring me in the eyes. He had to know that Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, Kosmic Fusion and the volunteers can never touch and to let him know I know what you are doing – I stared at him with pure focus as there are so many people passing as if I can see thru them I did not move and just stared and let him know I am not please. He got scared you could see the fright in his eyes, he buckled were he stands and run inside the inside his stand, yet he wanted to run and the woman with him run behind him at the back of their stand. There was this energy of shock as if Spiritual Narcissist had their black magic been energetically smiting. The Narcissist went and hide behind there stand with their tails between their tales.

I also recall how a lot of the dark sorcerers anyone with agenda they would always target those volunteers who have a big ego in the stand to infiltrate and cause mayhem for Kosmic Fusion stand. I recall how Joy/Irene/Sherry/Tzu Ling Kuo got targeted and a sorcerer but black magic on her by mere handshakes.

I also recall how Dallia/Iphigenie Amoutzias volunteered in Sydney one time, she was such a pain, downer and 2 faces malignant narcissist. She would complain about how she did not have much money making a sound like she was doing some big sacrifice. But really it was all for façade, a lot of the time I and volunteers paid for her food, I took her out and treated her like a guest. She had free accommodation via Simran and other volunteers hosted her. This ungrateful narcissist, all the time in the stand volunteering with Iphigenie Amoutzias all she did was shopping and talking to the crystal stand talking and trying on the crystal and kept asking all the volunteers about should she get the Crystal or should she not after all she kept saying she does not have money. Iphigenie Amoutzias only wanted the Crystal because Sree Maa has a beautiful Crystal. Iphigenie Amoutzias is full of jealousy and envy wanted it what Sree Maa had. After trying out many crystals and talking with the owner how special the Crystal is and that there is a Being in the Crystal and you can see it, in the angle. I was not very interested in it. As I know All-Powerful Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is Omnipotent, Omniscient and Omnipresent, I do not need anything.

Iphigenie Amoutzias is such a jealous and envious Malignant Narcissist she wanted to have the same car as Simran after seeing Simran's car.

The very beginning Sree Maa taught the principle of stepping back to be a non-doer. As a Practitioner of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, you must be a non-doer you step back and let Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse do all the work – in another word – get out of the way – get out of my own way. And that when sharing you are receiving the same as the receiver – and be humble as i am nothing without Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.

If you step in, Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse will step out and the ramification will be at your hand.

This is what happens to Joy/Irene/Sherry/Tzu Ling Kuo and Iphigenie Amoutzias being Narcissist could not step back, could not let go of Power and Control.

Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhari Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji my One and the Only ONE – the embodiment of Compassion and Supreme Grace – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. I would never survive without having Sree Maa’s hand on me. I am only sharing the very tip of the iceberg, but you could see the dynamics of energies, circumstances, nurturing the genuine seekers and giving the same unconditional love and support to the Narcissist who has ulterior motives and making sure that everyone’s spiritual growth is nurtured.

Sree Maa Shri Ji's Absolute Truth Nectar, Samudra Manthan

Pranaam Sree Maa

My reply to Sree Maa Shri Ji -please read Sree Maa's post at
https://www.facebook.com/SreeMaaDhyanUrvi/posts/10155833196855872?

Again I have not to grasp Sree Maa’s every word, I have missed a lot of Absolute Truth and by not being assertive and searching what is Rahu and Ketu so that I can start connecting the dots. To reply to this post of Sree Maa I feel I am so slow, but that light bulb in my head turns on truly lighting up the darkness the ignorant within me. It again dawns on me how Sree Maa is so tune in with the world and so advance in what is the Psyche of mankind – to distinguish of genuine seeker compare to the Narcissist and to put it in a simple digestible post, I’m in total awe. This is the nectar of the Absolute Truth that enlightens me at my own leveling pace.

Sree Maa, will also be putting all my efforts at eradicating the virus within and the remainder toxicity and make full use of this time _/\_

I have been a volunteer for Kosmic Fusion in festivals and events for several years and seeing what I experience with Irene Kuo (Joy Kuo / Awakening with Joy) and Iphigenie Amoutzias / Malana Taresi, I could spot many of traits of Narcissist within the spiritual circle and spiritual communities. And what I have witnessed, it is quite surprising the amount of plagiarising, self-Grandeur, self-Delusion that goes around. For instants when I first volunteered for Kosmic Fusion – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was so unique that everyone started to copy the name and ride on it. There were many started to add “Quantum” “Quantum Vortex”, “Multidimensional Healing” and even copying actual snippet that is not even related to the modality they are even doing. The narcissist like Irene Kuo (Joy Kuo / Awakening with Joy) and Iphigenie Amoutzias / Malana Taresi are the ones who are making it commercialize, making it a cut-throat industry.

I have also witnessed how jealous the so-called spiritualist can get, the so-called veteran or workshop junky all wanting to get the extra edge off everybody and thus to create their own slice of the pie by creating a new modality that is a combination of many modalities and name it whatever they want as if they are able to create a New weave of energy (like a scientist mixing up chemical to create a new compound). Worse of all there are others out there who would go to stands, workshops, and events to scouts, Narcissist would feel for the energy and would try to siphon (steal it) the energy and try to replicate it. The entitlement Narcissist has, the used and abused of the “SOURCE” that it’s available to everyone in their head it’s mine then I can take it and create New weave of energy and charge everyone because it is the Narcissist greatness. The entitlement to used and abused. The height of the ego that they want to control the “SOURCE” and command IT and tell it what to do. 

I’m dumbfounded how much blatantly they would do it and would actually tell me this while they experience Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse in Kosmic Fusion stand.

It gets worse, there are others Narcissistic Spiritualist would be very jealous of other success. For instant while volunteering in Kosmic Fusion stand I would at times feel the energetic attack, the densities and ropes to bind Kosmic Fusion Stand. Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is always there showering each of the volunteers with Supreme Grace, never once was I ever been affected by anyone sending out their negative energy towards me.

There would be “Lightworkers” who is actually more in touch with their dark self – dark sorcerer who would challenge and try to dominate by casting a spell to either bind the flow of the people or would divert the people attention from Kosmic Fusion stand there are those with darker agenda would send dark beings, chaos, and mayhem at Kosmic Fusion stand but due to Sree Maa Supreme Grace it affect anyone in the stand or the volunteers whatever was sent it deflected back in many folds to those who sent it. The blatant one would target the volunteers of Kosmic Fusion and would cast spells, would stare, intimidate and even put black magic on you by a mere touch or dust particle spells on the floor or around outside Kosmic Fusion stand.

I also started to notice the Shamanic has been a new trend in the last few years, it’s the new tools to add in their spiritual armament, while others are looking into new spiritual high illegal or immoral it does not matter as long as they have the edge. 

One time I had to confront a Spiritualist Narcissist, their stand was opposite Kosmic Fusion stand, he was sending out dirty energy thru witchcraft via sex organ/magic (it was very obvious I do not need to know the craft to know what he was doing and his partner was supporting him). He has targeting each and every volunteer who was with me at the time and all came up freak out felt heavy and felt the densities and all pointed at him. Thus I stand to face him, he was wearing his smug face he knows he had to freak the few who were with me at the time. He was very confident he can break me. I was not phased as I have the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse backing me.  I could feel how energise, natured and overflowing with Supreme Grace and I was there to volunteer for Kosmic Fusion and the Narcissist matters not. This Spiritual Narcissist was so blatant was not even hiding it and did his craft and black magic towards me. He sends out a few to test me, but I was not phased nor affected as I have Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse backing me. But he kept going I just got so angry at the mere arrogance, something got over me that none of us should be pushed or overpowered and I should not be manipulated and challenged by this ego manic crafter. Why smile when I know he and his accomplice were sending out dirty black magic, I could feel it, the tentacle, the hooks he sends. My blood was boiling how dare he could attack the Pureness and Sacredness of Kosmic Fusion and its volunteers while smiling, laughing staring me in the eyes. He had to know that Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, Kosmic Fusion and the volunteers can never touch and to let him know I know what you are doing – I stared at him with pure focus as there are so many people passing as if I can see thru them I did not move and just stared and let him know I am not pleased. He got scared you could see the fright in his eyes, he buckled were he stands and run inside the inside his stand, yet he wanted to run and the woman with him run behind him at the back of their stand. There was this energy of shock as if Spiritual Narcissist had their black magic been energetically smiting. The Narcissist went and hide behind there stand with their tails between their tales.

I also recall how a lot of the dark sorcerers' anyone with agenda they would always target those volunteers who have a big ego in the stand to infiltrate and cause mayhem for Kosmic Fusion stand. I recall how Irene Kuo (Joy Kuo / Awakening with Joy) got targeted and a sorcerer put black magic on her by mere handshakes.

I also recall how Iphigenie Amoutzias / Malana Taresi volunteered in Sydney one time, she was such a pain, downer and 2 face malignant narcissist. She would complain about how Iphigenie Amoutzias / Malana Taresi did not have much money making a sound like she was doing some big sacrifice. But really it was all for façade, a lot of the time I and volunteers paid for her food, I took Iphigenie Amoutzias / Malana Tares out and treated her like a guest. Iphigenie Amoutzias / Malana Taresi had free accommodation via Simran and other volunteers hosted her. This ungrateful narcissist, all the time in the stand volunteering with Iphigenie Amoutzias / Malana Taresi all she did was shopping and talking to the crystal stand talking and trying on the crystal and kept asking all the volunteers about should she get the Crystal or should she not after all she kept saying she does not have money. Iphigenie Amoutzias / Malana Taresi only wanted the Crystal because Sree Maa has a beautiful Crystal. Iphigenie Amoutzias / Malana Taresi is full of jealousy and envy wanted it what Sree Maa had. After trying out many crystals and talking with the owner how special the Crystal is and that there is a Being in the Crystal and you can see it, in the angle. I was not very interested in it. As I know All-Powerful Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is Omnipotent, Omniscient and Omnipresent, I do not need anything.

Irene Kuo (Joy Kuo / Awakening with Joy) and Iphigenie Amoutzias / Malana Taresi is such a jealous and envious Malignant Narcissist she wanted to have the same car as Simran after seeing Simran car.

The very beginning Sree Maa taught the principle of stepping back be a non-doer. As a Practitioner of Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse you must be a non-doer you step back and let Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse do all the work – in another word – get out of the way – get out of my own way. And that when sharing you are receiving the same as the receiver – and be humble as i am nothing without Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse.

If you step in, Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse will step out and the ramification will be at your hand.

This is what happens to Irene Kuo (Joy Kuo / Awakening with Joy) and Iphigenie Amoutzias / Malana Taresi being Narcissist could not step back, could not let go of Power and Control.

Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhari Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji my One and the Only ONE – the embodiment of Compassion and Supreme Grace – Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. I would never survive without having Sree Maa’s hand on me. I am only sharing the very tip of the iceberg, but you could see the dynamics of energies, circumstances, nurturing the genuine seekers and giving the same unconditional love and support to the Narcissist who has ulterior motives and making sure that everyone’s spiritual growth is nurtured.

Narcissist Energy Vampires

Whenever I am near Irene Kuo / Joy Kuo / Awakening with Joy and Iphigenie Amoutzias / Mala Taresi I know now why I felt Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse very active and, it dawns on me how much Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse has always protected me and always made sure that I am always overflowing with Supreme Grace as if sharing and tune in all the same time.


Sree Maa Shri Ji has always told me to stand my ground whenever someone tries to run me over or overpower me, don’t let anyone control me, give a fight. I am such a fool for not paying heed to every word of Sree Maa Shri Ji. Atyant Abhaar Aapka Sree Maa Shri Ji for always being there for me and being my strength. 🙏🙏🙏
Irene Kuo / Joy Kuo / Awakening with Joy hated me whenever I mentioned there is something in her place or nearby that I could feel it. I could feel it is not right, I could sense it and I could even hear it. I could feel the depth of the densities. – of course, I have gotten my punishment from Irene Kuo / Joy Kuo / Awakening with Joy for saying that to her about her place.



I have always thought that it’s the density of the land or environment, but I know now it was not the case, but someone tuning in and trying to hook and sync in with me energetically to siphon my energy.
Like moths drawn to flames, empaths like me seem to have liked for flying head-first into dangerous friendships and soul-sucking relationships that leave many of us feeling exhausted and unbalanced. Yet over and over again I kept missing the vital life lessons being presented. 


I could see the magnetic pull from the opposite of the Narcissist. By nature the Empaths are deeply caring, compassionate, intense sensitivities, often struggle to create boundaries, giving in to martyrdom, victimhood, co-dependency, and self-sacrifice. 


While the Narcissist hides behind an idealized self-image of being highly charming and attractive, at the same time uncaring, indifference, self-centered and cruel.


This is not my first encounter of Narcissist, have encounter many in my lifetime and Narcissist are ripe in the spiritual group also, I felt like Narcissist is very much attracted to the spiritual group as it’s an easy picking and great multiple supplies for the Narcissist. The narcissists like to linger with so much supply and if Narcissist ever gets caught narcissists could just pretend to say sorry and the empathic people will give them a chance and forgive. This is why I believe that Sree Maa Shri Ji and Kosmic Fusion was targeted for the Unconditional Love, Kindness, and Compassion. 


I believe it very strongly that this is the reason why Narcissist always has that obsessiveness attraction towards Sree Maa Shri Ji – It is because Sree Maa Shri Ji is the embodiment of Kindness and Compassion in which Narcissist like to leech on. It is a big jackpot for the Narcissist. 


I can now see in hindsight why Narcissist is attracted to spirituality and religion Because they have this Grandiose of being special and this exaggerated sense of self-desire to be like God and Goddess. It's this very attraction the Narcissist harp about "I AM” and create or follow groups where SOVEREIGN BEING concept is more freely used.

Wherever they can exploit the Narcissist will make sure to hang out in those circles and groups.

Narcissists want to be Sovereign Beings, so they become free of the fact they have to answer some Divinity above them. It's just feeding the Dark self to become stronger almost God-like.


There are many things I wish to mention, for an instant when I first volunteered for Kosmic Fusion and took the drug that I was offered by Mr. K and his friend. Mr. K and his friend where over lighted by 4.5 who has taken over them. And due to my “Free Will” I took the drugs in which I end up opening up myself to them and those dark entities end up syncing up with me and tried to take over me. I am very fortunate that Sree Maa Shri Ji my One and the Only ONE had never let go of my hands throughout the ordeal which went on for months where I could feel all the entities and other multidimensional entities would attack me. It does not matter, day or night, it was 24 hours. They were relentless as they wanted the spark within which they could not touch it as Sree Maa Shri Ji has a hand on me – and that I did my AwaKeNiN & TrANsForMaTioN workshop due to the Grace of Sree Maa Shri Ji the shower of Supreme Grace - Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse was with me 24/7. 


Due to my “Free Will” the 4.5 actually had a right over me and I end up signing up a soul contract with the 4.5, had The Supreme Grace had not to step in…. And only due to Sree Maa Shri Ji’s Supreme Grace that I am able to overcome it and given the opportunity to walk the pathless path of Supersonic Shortcut. If that is not the embodiment of Compassion and Supreme Grace, then I don’t know what else. There are many parts I did not share, but what I am saying the level of Compassion and how much Sree Maa Shri Ji has to endure to get me to rewrite my soul contract.


There are no words that are sufficiency to express my eternal Gratitude to Sree Maa Shri Ji 🙏🙏🙏 Aapke Prati Sada Atyant Abhaar Rahunga Sree Maa Shri Ji 🙏🙏

Stressful Chaotic Materialistic Egoistic Manic World - before AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON

Before AwaKeNiN & TrAnSfOrMaTiON i was someone who was drowning in my own never ending chattering mind, ego has me in its grasp had been smothering me mercilessly. Always worried about work, families, friends successful and at the same time trying to find mySelf in a stressful chaotic materialistic egoistic manic world.

That by 10 years old have experience numerous flood, cyclones, volcano and so on that it feels like many life time experience. Have remember when as a 3-4 years old being a skin bones for being in poverty, have light up a match and burn a flower of a grass and asking my sister, who is 1 year older than me, what it taste like, as we were hungry as there was nothing else to eat. Saw the world of dog eat dog for what it is, morality are discarded and where survival are the main drive, survival of the fittest - thrive or perish.

Mum had to work far and away from the family as she become the bread winner after all the breadwinner my father and grandfather died within a year of each other.

The game of life and ego drama does not stop weather you are living in Eastern or Western or religious or non-religious life.

Even after escaping poverty and moving to Australia it was still the same never ending drama.

Become a bartender, where I was introduce to the Bartending’s life where endless drinking, partying, smoking and taking illegal substance is the norm to fit in to socialize and be part of the group. Being a a shy and naïve young man working in a very busy centralise complex, th e lime light can easily get you hook. Have become a chain smoker, where i could easily smoke a packet a day and more when i go out and party. When partying it could go on for days. At very early 20’s years old doctor said the needle pain in your toes it’s because of excessive drinking of alcohol, a sign of being an alcoholic. Tried many times to stop drinking and smoking but with so many parties, peer pressure and friends who just gets you back to the bad habits again it was never ending cycles.

Within a short time i was able to stop drinking, partying, smoking and was able to identify all the negative aspect of myself and able to drop those off including all the friends who has been bring me down.

Had a massive trans-formative effect on myself.

Found easily become vegetarian, no consumption of fish, eggs and quit drinking coffee (two cups every day) despite working in a café environment.

But the most amazing part is a true connection to Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse 24/7. Tangible evidence within me as am able to Transform and let go of all that is not me and take me instantly to my highest potential. Have never felt my multidimensional Self like it before. You felt nurture, love and one the first thing in the morning and the last thing I could remember when going to sleep.

My Journey with Kosmic Fusion - Clarito

Energetic Synthesis for Empaths and Sensitives